2.05.2008

Alone

As I walk alone down the street
I take a look to my right
then to my left.
I realize no one is around
I am deserted.
Alone in my sorry world
No reason for these feelings.
Life cant continue at this rate
The world doesnt stop spinning.
I am deserted.
But I cant get off this roller coaster
If I get off now, there is no returning.
My heart is a black hole.
There is no love existing.
I am not longer a soldier
My strength weakens
As I am deserted.

2.03.2008

Listen

I write these words
They dont make sense
My feelings contradict
I write these for you
My heart spills across these pages
So much to say, not enough lines
If only your ears were open
I act so strong, but really Im weak
The phone lines are crossed
The pages are full
Open your ears and listen
This is about me this time
Just listen
For once

false attraction

You called my name at a time of need.
You wanted me by your side so I came.
I would do anything for you.
I felt secure and wanted,
When you didnt remember a thing,
The alcohol got to your brain
And I was just another girl,
Falling for your drunken words
two magnets
strongest when closer together
we fall apart when the distance grows
the attraction fades
there is no cure for distance
you are either made for it or not
apparently our link wasnt strong enough
two magnets
two souls
a lost love
the attraction failed