let it be soon

my eyes fill with tears as we drive
knowing that our destination will bring goodbye
my heart aches waiting to see you again
my strong exterior cannot hold back the tears inside
they stream down as time goes by
without you life just inst the same
and to sit and wait to see your face makes me break
it feels like another year will pass before our time comes
soon please let it be soon

Alone

As I walk alone down the street
I take a look to my right
then to my left.
I realize no one is around
I am deserted.
Alone in my sorry world
No reason for these feelings.
Life cant continue at this rate
The world doesnt stop spinning.
I am deserted.
But I cant get off this roller coaster
If I get off now, there is no returning.
My heart is a black hole.
There is no love existing.
I am not longer a soldier
My strength weakens
As I am deserted.

Listen

I write these words
They dont make sense
My feelings contradict
I write these for you
My heart spills across these pages
So much to say, not enough lines
If only your ears were open
I act so strong, but really Im weak
The phone lines are crossed
The pages are full
Open your ears and listen
This is about me this time
Just listen
For once

false attraction

You called my name at a time of need.
You wanted me by your side so I came.
I would do anything for you.
I felt secure and wanted,
When you didnt remember a thing,
The alcohol got to your brain
And I was just another girl,
Falling for your drunken words

two magnets

strongest when closer together

we fall apart when the distance grows

the attraction fades

there is no cure for distance

you are either made for it or not

apparently our link wasnt strong enough

two magnets

two souls

a lost love

the attraction failed

How long til you notice?

The morning light glistens across your face
As i spot you and my heart skips a beat
From day one, you captured my heart
Played games, twisted my finger, only to tease to please
The feeling is real, yet hidden
Waiting for you to seek
Like the flip of a coin,
I change my mind to speak
I enjoy the little moments that mean everything
Yet are so simple
I close my eyes and feel the warmth of the sun
Like your body against mine
Peace as the ocean travels from your hand to mine
So light, the wind could blow me away
Take me away into your arms

Life

Life is a roller coaster
Life is beauty, different in each one of us
Life is a struggle, but you arent alone
Life is tears and laughs
Life is an art, painted to perfection
Life is happiness
Life is a roller coaster, it will always go back up

screaming out to you

Im gonna be honest this time
Theres an attraction between us
Do you feel it too?
Its not new, its just stronger each day

Your blue eyes sparkle
And my heart beats faster
Your gentle touch
Sends chills down my spine

Make me feel beautiful
Make me feel needed
Like I need you
Across the ocean Id swim
If it would get your heart's attention

Make me forget my name
Make me long for you each night
Longing for more and more of your touch
The thought keeps me holding on til that day comes

your eyes

Your eyes

I see right through them

I confess

I cant help but stare

You make me speak

My lips part like the Red Sea

I open my mouth and only mutters appear

Your eyes

Glisten like the sea

Is it right?

Is it real?

Before I open my soul

And break my heart

Your eyes

Tell me the truth